NEW BODY
It is a video work that combines photogrammetry and images filmed. Inspired by a poem, by a love story.
I’m in love with my friends.
poem written in 2021
video created in 2023
Amsterdam
may 2021
What am I missing?
Am I missing you?
Am I missing myself when I am with you?
Am I missing myself?
I remember when I saw you that last Friday and I told you -You make me happy.
It was so real that I couldn't help but feel it. It was on my mind all the time ever since I got to know you.
Am I missing you?
Am I missing myself when I am with you?
I am missing myself when I was free.
I don’t need anything, just myself, just my freedom.
Where has my freedom gone?
Why is it not with me anymore?
I can not find it at home.
I’ll fix it to have it again with me, and not against me.
I’m flying above my near past.
Walking in the air.
What do I have to fix to come back to feel the ground?
Am I missing my time?
Being for myself.
Am I missing being for myself?
Does it mean I only want to be for myself?
I miss myself.
Being with you is being myself.
If I am missing myself it is because with them I can not be myself.
I don’t know how to be for me with them.
I miss more than I get.
Is that what it is about?
But it is just sometimes, when I didn’t do my thing.